All About Art and Life 101

Are you afraid of being alone? Have you ever imagined being alone for the rest of your life? Why do we fear being alone? Does being alone means you’re lonely? When we were just a kid we are so scared of not having our parents and when we became an adult we are so scared not to have someone. I guess we are taught like that, it’s been imprinted in our mind that we need to find someone because that’s only way to be happy. There are days you envy people who has someone, for years you thought the only goal in life is to be with someone. You've tried so many times to fit in with people just because you're too scared to be left alone. I can't even count how many personality and character you've tried to copy just to be accepted and loved by people. You always do your best for people especially to all the people you loved. I mean it's not that bad because you are doing that for them but sometimes you are forgetting your worth. I guess when we love someone we can't reall...

It’s been months since this pandemic have started. Ilang months na rin tayong nakaquarantine. You must have been overthinking a lot. Lalo na ngayon we have so much time but I guess you’re using this again to overthink. Sometimes it’s hard for you to stop your mind and it’s hard to stay happy all the time. Lalo na ngayon na you can’t do a lot of things na mostly yung mga bagay na nakakatulong sayo to stop yourself from sinking in your negative thoughts again. You can’t go out and hangout with your friends as much as you do before. You can’t go to places that used to be the distraction. All these things na you used to do to keep yourself from isolation. It must have been so tough. Quarantine made us do things like worrying and some crazy stuff. Siguro hindi naman talaga yun maiiwasan we’re human afterall. I know minsan naiisip mo na you’re being too much or you’re being too sensitive to feel and think all the negative things but just know that it is okay to feel that way. It is okay to n...

Loneliness : sadness because one has no friends or company. When was the last time you feel alive? Sabi ng google loneliness felt when one has no friends or company. Well, I guess somehow it was wrong kasi kung totoo yun you should not feel this emptiness and lonely feeling you have kasi sa totoo lang you have amazing friends and family  pero you still have this kind of feeling. Sana nga you could just make it all go away and be happy. Bakit parang sobrang hirap maging masaya? Araw-araw nalang kailangan mong maghanap ng mga bagay na magpapasaya sayo bakit hindi nalang masaya ka without any reason yung bang masaya ka lang just because your heart felt that way. You are constantly finding things or someone to make you feel happy pero nakakapagod din diba? But it is the only thing that matter the most. Your Own happiness. What makes you happy? Alam ko na there are days na you feel lonely, empty and sad pero alam ko din na sobrang daming bagay sa mundo na nagpapasaya say...

Real People In This Fake World Sabi nila everything is fake sa panahon ngayon. Everything is a competition in which we all just doing things to survive. Pero para sakin mayroon pa ring real sa atin, someone who still stays no matter what. So, let me introduce you the realest people in my life. My Friends. My friends, they are amazing! I used to doubt people, I don't trust anyone and I never let myself be attached. I’ve lost so many people and losing all those people made me lose the meaning of love, trust and happiness. At first, I always have these big walls and I promise myself that I will never let anyone break that. Akala ko all I have is myself kasi akala ko if I start loving anyone and trust them it will always end up breaking myself so I always push people away. As much as I can I will treat them bad and push them away.  But you know what? One thing I learned from all of that is if someone truly cares and loves you they will be there no matter what. They will neve...